wgs 39-42 msh

MARIS STELLA DROOLS.
ah whatever. went to watch the bball match today and we lost by 3 points. got 2nd. its always 3 point. =/ what happened? wtf... nvm they are in national. WATCH OUT PEOPLE!! wahahahas.
nothing really happened, i only pass maths lorh. WAHLAO!! damn happy. x) *grins* finally i just pass. bravo~ bravo~

i havent write for the past 2 days yeah. damn lots things happened, especially yesterday...
[26o7]
our 3 months old day. should be happy, but my heart was half broken. at first want pei friend instead of me, then of some stupid message we quarrel and you so fierce to me. damn sad, i cried in front of you cause i thought you would leave me. you said you are tired, it made me think even further. i hate this feeling. so please dont hurt me again darling. i love you, i dont want because of something stupid i lose someone i love. again. damn damn hurting. can? =[
and xiaorui jiex, thanks for being there for me wor, thanks for talking to me and tell me what to do. if not i'll be totally lost. smwark love you precious.
other then that... nothing really worths the mention here. life is just boring and empty.

went to town on monday with my laopo kaiting. i damn love her. x)
[25o7]
went home immediately after school then straight away go doll up. meeting laopo cant late. but the dumb me cant seem to choose what to wear. so i took damn long time larh. i was late as usual. arghs dammit. met her ler at first like very quiet. hahas. maybe both of us just paiseh. then suddenly adrian called then say he in the same mrt. wahlao so qiao. LOL.
so went heeren first. bought the mickey shirt for $2o.1o liao, green and black de damn nice. hehehe. then us laopos went around 'shopping'. wahahas!! bleaghh. =pp took neos with her as well. will update in later entry. =))
after that went bugis for more 'shopping' liao go walk walk lorh. went into m-industrie saw the mickey shoes. OMG!! darn nice lorh. but i wanna buy the handbag also lehh. the shop de gurl after considering for damn long, i decided...
THE SHOES!! wee~ *claps* hehehe. damn damn damn nice. arghs. will buy the handbag some other time when i have money again. tralala~ x) happy happy~ my laopo also say nice lehh. wahahas. =pp
both of us tired ler go mac to rest. i have no mood to eat liao. darling went home ler. =/ so after that decided to go home ler. haiyah what a fun day. damn shuang damn happy. thanks wor laopo. smwark. love you.
haiyah go home still kena scold. the day isnt so perfect after all. haiis.

UPDATE**
haiis, again larh. dammit. both of us like that again. i dont want larh!! haiyah, why so worked up? arghs!! x[ now tiam tiam like that mean what? i still cant forget what you told me yesterday. haiis... i still love you alot. patience is limited and i wanna change the way you think. =/

;i am afraid


wahlao. look at my wishlist. DAMN FED UP CAN. he bloody delete my songs in da MP3 cos he said my songs were occupying too much space. THEN I DONT USE LORH. u can bloody use it. =/ whatever larh. im gonna have my own bloody goody MP3 sometime later i hope. BAH!!

but im happy thou, i can finally talk to my darling after the weekend. =]] darn happy. BWG ahs!! bleaghh.
woke up quite early this morning but slept late the night before. bout 4am i guess. chatted with friends and stuff. peng bully me. -.- pian wo de. dirty lazy big bully. 4am still haven shower de pig. lols. =x i say out his secret liao.

went cwp for lunch in da afternoon. mac again, will die lehh. im gonna have mac phobia soon. =/ keep eating mac these few days sia. sure fat de. wahlao. then bought this cute mickey hp pouch. wahahas. mummy pay.
haiyah, after that go ah ma hse. sleep there, damn tired but cant really get to sleep. miss him but cant call cos the damn hp low batt. sucks. want find one number also so difficult. asshole larh. HAIYAH!! pek chek ahs.

ate till damn full liao go home slack. wait for bian bian call me. =DD so happy to hear his voice. but hang up so fast cos he wanna sleep. tralalala~ arghs, wahlao ehs. sians. suan ler larh.

SIAN AHS!! ARGHS!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

x{
haiyayaya~

;i am afraid


UPDATE*

yeah a wulu wulu restaurant (to me larh) at woodgrove there. but!! but but but... the food there damn nice lehh. i ate steak, as well as my mummy and daddy. my kor ate ribs. lols. *saliva drip* wahahas. nice nice nice stuff wor. the soup also lalala nice can. wahlao. lols. but i never take any photo. aww~ too bad. =pp

haiis. i miss miss miss my bian bian. what he doing now? he okay marh? got eat marh? sleep well marh? wahlao i want cry. where is he? i want him larh. its killing me. sucks sucks sucks.

='[

;i am afraid


i came across this thing in xiao rui jiex's blog. too damn true. =/

Guys drinks to forgets about the girl.
Girls drinks to think back about the guy.

When guys are in love, they become poor.
When girls are in love, they become pretty.

Guys can forget, but cannot forgive.
Girls can forgive, but cannot forget.

Guys break up when they felt love from another girl.
Girls break up when they feel the feeling of separation from her man.

Guys feel curiosity towards all girls.
Girls feel curiosity towards guys who're interested in her.

When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget the girl by going out with another girl.
When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his characteristics from another guy.

Guys wish to be her first love.
Girls wish to be his last love.

;i am afraid

why entry to mummy? because i've thought of the conditions for gettin extra allowance.

1. no more going out on weekdays
2. no more hp exceed bills (better right?)
3. i wash toilet every 2-3wks

but if anything is on anyday in wkends, i will go out on friday. acceptable? now i have to think about how much i want. i think i want a extra at least 3o. can? the three conditions good enough for at least 3o. somemore i nowadays keep washing mickey's (my dog) leg after his business and throwing rubbish lehh. kor kor can even get extra for his activities, why i cannot? i do housework and be guai lehh. reasonable hor? i never anyhow say lehh.

anyway, happy birthday to daddy. going out later for dinner i guess. hope it'll be a happy day for him yeah. =]

i slacked till now, i want my darling. where is he? what is he doing now? how is he? i dont know a thing. wahlao its driving me mad. shitty world. arghs. lets talk bout yesterday, boring de lorh.

waited for serene at novena united square de jean yip there, she wanna dye hair so me and lynn waited. damn long can. then got one guy called deric i suppose wanna get her number. wahlao his face like... er xin can. arghs pollutes mind. cannot tahan -.-

we waited damn long lorh. after that so late liao, we go home. saw xian liang and meiling they all, going chiong at sparks with serene. if i can go then good larh, but im still 14. sians lorh. go out do nothing. after that go back cwp there saw rui jiex, net, evon, evan, yongfa and another guy which i dunno the name. chat with them awhile liao then go home. evan poke my stomach very pain. x) wahahas.

haiis. reach home chatted with darling on da phone. i miss him lots. =/ why why why. wahlao. irritating lehh. the feeling sucks can. sucks sucks sucks.

then just now got to know that meix and kit went out yesterday then never jio. make me look like kukunathan at novena lehh. go out liao go there sit. wanna shop de lehh. aiya. suan ler. meix promise next time will jio liao hor. smuark you. must lehh. keep your words kies. dont pian wo hor. hees.

yupp. blessings to my daddy. im going off. update later after i come back from dinner or something.

*wave wave*

smooches .

;i am afraid


okay okay okay. you must be wondering why i left tuesday out. yaya. because i slept the whole day. hahaha. i can say its a really lousy day lorh. somemore pk... wahlao why like that? bastards.

today is a another boring day. got to know that lynn... wahlao!! some guys are really bastards can. hate em. and pk also, her face so damn long and bitter. haiya. dont say ler, so saddening de can. he like ah di like that de lehh. why why why. we both got same fate. just that mine came so much earlier and had gone thru it first. ah whatever.

bah~ WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING? maybe its because never see darling today then abit sot sot. i scolded weiqi in friendster while i was in the library having geography lesson. sent her a damn crude message. haha. shes so bitchy. BAH!! makes me puke. what a lousy broom. =/

haiyaya. whats wrong with my bian bian? arghs. his sick. headache. sleeping. i miss him =[ lotsa lotsa lotsa. what the hell!!! until now he no call me no message me lehh. he forget me ler. sobs*

then hor this gong of mine, say want go queenstown lehh. then cancel off cause want ton with friends. good lorh. im so pathetic. no money lorh!! thats why the day sucks sucks sucks.

school day=no money=sucks

see the link? =/
oh ya, since my mummy reads...
'mummy!! can i have more money?'
xD BAHAHA!!
i hope this works. o=)

chaos. smuarks.

;i am afraid


lalala~ its school again. yar... boring larh. =/ school sucks big time. dear woke up late this morning but still came to accompany me to school. so sweet of him x)
anyway, was feeling damn sleepy the whole day. hate english teacher. she abit irritating lorh. her lessons damn boring. i don think anyone is listening. arghs. then lesson goes on and on till assembly.

ohhs~ assembly kinda sucky. what racial harmony larh. i think its crap harmony. i dont even know what they are talking about!! their singing is damn terrible. whatever, just sucks and waste people time.

went home alone after school. thought meeting lynn but she bastard me -.- pk and the rest went off liao, darling have oral. im all alone, went home sleep ler then help my mummy wash toilet. i guai right. o=)

arghs~ i miss my bianbian. the feeling is terrible. i want my darling. =/ i only see him awhile today. and really is awhile only lorh. sad sad sad.
oh ya, darling told me da oral was easy. i hope its really like that. hahas. my oral never only pass, esp. chinese orals. *proud stupid face* hehehe. =pp

i think i will sleep late today. BAHAHA!!

wave wave*
smooches.

;i am afraid


weets~ what a fun day. bought lotsa stuff. im dead BROKE now. =/ but im okay with it. haha. money comes again nxt week. gonna do more shopping again with kit. wahahas. =pp

i woke up at bout 1oam and went to watch tv. ' nu ren wo zui da ' my fav show now. it teachs all the make up and doll up skills. damn good can, i'm lovin' it. hahaa. then went shower, wore purple tube. bought it just ytd, thought of trying it on. =) damn nice.

meet darling at cwp, spent awhile waitin for him but im okay with it. then qiming and his friend came along to meet him. so as usual, qiming suan-ed me. whatever right. so anyway, they were playing his friend's PSP and then went mac to have lunch. after that go washroom come back liao tell me they dont want go bugis. wtf larh, is they say want go then i go de lehh. somemore kit and coco also go then i come out de lehh. now say dont want go, peng also like that lorh. ps kit lehh you. =/ buay tahan, i go bugis with her myself larh!! want happy happy go shoppin also cant. bleaghh!!

went to first cabin there wait for kit then in mrt chit chat lots. talked about how disappointed we are, wanted our darlings to come with us. we wanted it so much, esp. kit lorh. cant get to see him much often then i miss my darling also. =/ haiis. suan ler lorh. we go happy ourselves. it was suppose to be our couple date de. haiis.

we first went to parco for her lunch as she was too hungry. HAHA~ =pp then she fed her handphone as well. =x wahahas. cute sia her.
after that met coco, so miss her. =) we go starbucks or coffeebean? there sit sit. but on the way some guys stopped us to ask us write whatever we want on a card then go lucky dip. haha, me and kit wrote about loving our darlings forever.

' hanhan love kaikai forever '

thats what i exactly wrote, even the marker's colour is the same. cute but i hate blue. =/
so we went for the lucky dip and guess what we've got? da-bian!!! hehehe. =pp no larh, towels. they go by the colour for each prize and we both got the same da-bian. YEAH! cute lehh.


coco and her friends also went to dip so we decided to zi lian. weet~


my hair is messy. =pp


nice one. i love this picture.

then in surprise, they were gone. didnt see where they went. =/ so me and kit went b.street lorh. first thing we saw was cute is the coin box. haha. got mickey and kitty de. both cute but cant decide whether wanna buy or not so went for more browsing. then saw this cute apple ring. we bought it for... 5ocents!! hees. =x

this shop's auntie damn cute and kit did something bad. wahahas. pi chia~

more shopping, went xuan's shop and saw this cardigan she intro to me.

she gave me discount!! yeah~ hehehe. mwarks i love eu. =pp

lots more shopping for me. woot (:




after all the shopping, we decided 'hey, we have a little money left

tadah!! hahaha... this is the cute coinbox im talking about. cute right?!
we took this in the mrt. =))

this is mine. i so bo liao. =/

took more photos!! happy happy~ but dead tired. leg gonna break. STILL CAN SMILE!! -.- (for your info, we sat on the same place we last took photos with our dars. so fun. =DD)








me looking veri stupid. =x


stupid face again.


the edited version. purple~

we wanted to go home after this. so tired and disappointed, kit was still wondering whether peng was angry, so worried for her. then suddenly she saw this chanel necklace that cheered her up so much. wahlao!! the necklace like damn nice lorh, she bought it somemore. i swear that i will buy it if i see it next time. guess the price. you wouldnt believe this people. HAHA!! i will upload the picture of the necklace some other time. the owner is lazy. =x

we the siao char bos are are going crazy over the necklace already. she cant even wear it properly, hands will start to shiver. when can wear liao so excited until scream in mrt. fun right. HAHAHA!! :) its so fun going out with kit, somemore we can talk nonstop. hehe. then our taste also quite same can discuss the things we gonna buy. SO FUN LARH!! in mrt still cant stop talking, talk all the way from bugis till woodlands. LI HAI MARH?

say byebye to kit liao went interchange wait for darling then go home. he help me massage leg lehh. wahahas. so nice of him. so comfy cause he help his mummy also. xD so good boy. weet~ i so touched wor. thanks dearie. mwarks.

i miss him. =[
I WANT HIM.
sian larh. tired.
i gonna go sleep liao.
-.-

chaos buggers.

;i am afraid


wahahas. im NOT ugly okay. i must have lotsa confident in myself right. who says im ugly? im not gonna let anyone say that anymore. =))

(before)

am i ugly? haiis. =/


do i look stupid? oh no~

(after)

nahh!! of course not lehh. I LOOK GOOD OKAY. at least i think i am. =x hahaha~


say im pretty!! BAHAHAHA!! i like to act cute. =x

ahh... whatever... xDD

so anyway. I GOT MY XXL MAYBELLINE MASCARA LIAO!! happy sia, mummy pay. =x she got me a L'Oreal foundation as well. aint i lucky?

there are a total of 2 days that i didnt blog. haha. actually im not, i fell down the day before yesterday afternoon after school.

DAMN PAINFUL CAN? WAHLAO EHS. cant even walk properly so i didnt run my mass run or do pe yesterday. =pp fun right~ HAHA!!

budden i still went for a movie after i fall. went cwp watch Fantastic 4 with my darling. yeah, then saw mr yu. LOL!! he with his wife. never see her face. dont know chio marh. hehe. then mass run time suan me lorh. say what cannot walk but can go watch movie. WAHLAO!! different de lorh, movie can sit down lehh!! never use brain right. =/

arghs!! sians larh!!

lets talk about guys...
i always always wonder what guys are thinking you know. i've met so many many different kinds of guys and i had such a hard time to handle them. =/ weird creatures.
even the ones i dont know larh okay. the kinda guys that i've mention below are idiots to me.

1) this guy i saw in the friendster message. he sent a message to me and said...
subject : lalaland. (i put my hometown as lalaland =x yeah)
where is there..
i would like to eat it
haha !
yoy
hieZz

wahlao!! not funny lorh!! only bo liao people will like that lehh. -.- i dont get the joke. its either he is being stupid or i catch no ball larh.

then after i read wenn's blog, she said she hate her ex-bfs.
well... i also larh!! all either like shit or like gay-ish cowards. i dont know why i end up with them the last time!! i guess im just... blind or something. eyes got stamp. =/
this ex-bf i have, recently msged me to ask me how i am... blah blah... then tell me he still like me despite him having a gf lorh. then i thought, 'wahlao i spare tyre is it?'
cannot get him lehh. he say he and his stead like fuck now then come find me. tmd larh!! i not spare tyre then what? dammit...

2) weird weird pervert guys like 2o+ wanna know me then talk like what larh. i remember got one add me liao ask me horny anot. WAHLAO!! u can go bang the wall okay. what to do with you? more pervert de will ask to sex talk with him. screw yourself buggers. i hope you fall into lang gao when you walk. =]

3) very very hard to understand guys. I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT THEY WANT. can say something?

4) no guts and gay-ish guys. i cannot tahan this kinda guys the most, damn irritating.

5) lazy to add/call/invite guys. if you wanna know someone then add them yourself. dont ask the girl to do all that and call her if you really sincere. i've came across SO many guys that are so poor they cant call the girl themselves!! funny right, and they can afford so many other stuff. -.- the worst thing is that they call liao then ask the girl call back cause incoming free. WAHLAO!! want save money then go home use house phone larh. don act like an idiot okay.
good thing my darling not like that. =))

6) indecisive guys. you cannot decide who you actually love. like someone with bowling now. abit abit she threaten you then you go over to her liao!! how can like that? you love her meh? or you just wanna screw her upside down? assholes.

i actually not so bo liao de lehh, go talk bout guys for what? what to do lehh? all my friends like so troubled over guys. all guys are weirdos. i never say girls are not lehh. but guys just... i catch no ball lorh.

maybe this is what they come out to be larh, cant blame. =/
guys ahs, if you think i've simply wronged you then tag or what larh okay. tell me something good about you maybe, i dont know.
to the guys who are good, this is not about you so you dont have to bother so much. =)

dammit.
goodbye buggers.

;i am afraid


yeah i slacked the whole day, stayed at home and did nothing. ate oily food, yeah. eww, im getting really fat. so anyway, i waited for dear's call, want him come cause i miss him. =[ budden he need to go ah ma house. =(( arghs so pekchek. i got scolded by my mum, again. sians. always like that. =/

i look into the mirror and i thought, 'hey bitch, you look horrible lehh. so ugly larh you stop looking. mirror will break. ' ARGHS!! im ugly, really getting uglier and uglier. even my dear said. i repeatly told him im ugly then he said im not liao. i say i dont care when he asked me whether i still want him, then he thought i dont want him anymore. i so scared i almost cried. wahlao, its all because of my hair i know. its sucks big time you know. I SHOULDNT HAVE CUT IT!! im so dumb. arghs!!

IM UGLY
IM UGLY
IM UGLY
IM UGLY
IM UGLY
IM UGLY
IM UGLY



right?
see larh!!

ya im ugly.


i look so much better last time right?

ARGHS!! SLAP MY FACE.
zul said im not ugly, its all in the head and my thinking. =/
yeah right.

im on da phone with my dar, i dont know what to tell him. haiis. why i keep crying larh!! pekchek. x{ i dont want him to leave me, i dont wanna leave him. i dont wanna regret like last time. =((

i wanna die.
who cares?

;i am afraid


woke up like late larh, fugged up. im so late for choir and had to wait outside hall. sam was late as well. hahaha. good thing got people pei me, im bad =pp and ms lim no scold me, i smuggled myself in. yeah!! wahahas. =x
so we were doing the 'kiss the girl' and 'you raise me up' i really dont like the steps for 'kiss the girl' larh. darn childish and so confusing. wanted to change it but all of them had forgotton about that. i told ms lim liao lehh. FORGET!! wahlao. suan liao lorh. anything larh. 'you raise me up' was okay.

went home after choir, asked mummy if going popo house but got scolded. so went out anyway, meeting brenda meix, daniel and jason goh i thought. i took quite a long time for dolling up and choosing clothes (as usual) then went out. met her at the library, she was with wei hong and then we went mac to chat or something. found out that he rejected maisy. HAHAHA!! and they hated her. this makes me relief that they would get so close to her. i dont like her not because she flirts or anything. its the bad habit of her wanting to get people's bf and sheding crocodile's tears, she treats you good to make use of you too. thats what i really hate. yeah.

after that we went to cwp, looked for dear and qiming. he just likes to disturb people, i knew he would say brenda is pretty. she is larh!! more and more chio. =)) we walked away from them went gaigai. wahlao cwp sians larh but bought mickey mouse notebook and shoes anyway. white!! haha finally bought something white. so sians wid black, brown and purple shoes. =pp

mei went back to look for her kor, wei hong, because i can sense that she is damn sians with me not because of me. ITS BECAUSE OF CWP!! boring larh =/ we said byebye and then went back look for dear. i can go in kpool cause uncle not here!! WAHAHA!! lucky me. =))

so sians, went hm at bout 8++ then kena say again. =/
i really think im ugly. uglier then before. i really think i am. sad sad sad.
='[ whats wrong with me?

arghs dont feel like blogging anymore.

;i am afraid


everything was going on well and fine, we had early dismiss at 114o due to sports day. i was pondering over whether i should go that totally meaningless event to me. then i decided, 'hey, go watch larh, pk running and my friends all going.' so went home to change, met darling to have lunch and then to stadium.

darling's gang of friends were chasing the bus, trying to be faster when we were going, in the end we reach at the same time. LOL!! i went to look for my class, sat down and i saw him. =/ WHY?! why let me see him again? his in pink and black. you know obvious pink class, some may know who he is larh. i dont wanna say too much. ARGHS!!

i suddenly like moodswing like that lorh, so many stuff happen to my friends and me. pk wanted to sob out but beared with it. she think she cant do it anymore but what the hell? whose once the fastest? you can do it again you know, theres still mr low. hahaha, tell him to guide you again larh then you can be like last time ler. wo zhi ci ni!! =)) *smilex*

2e3 won the sports day for sec2. expected right. =/ whose the current sole runner? of course its someone from 2e3. i dont have to say who you know. people around should know!! i dont give a damn anyway. SPORT'S DAY LEHH. what is it to do with me right? lols.

we were dismissed at about 53o plus then went off with darling and louis. i was so angry, so pekchek. I DONT LIKE THE FEELING LARH. so i pushed dear away, sorry i should do that to you, its not your fault or anything. but im really veri fan lorh. haiis. what in the hell did my life do to me? why do this to me? why are you slowly killing me?

WHY WHY WHY?
arghs. =/

went cwp, had mac and then home. my life so shagg, i dont want that feeling anymore but it wouldnt go away, im going crazy. well...
i dont know what to say liao.
i hate myself.

;i am afraid


hey look at the time. nice right. 1234am. yeah whatever.

1) im pissed off = whole day sneeze sneeze sneeze. but thats not the point you know!! wenny gong knows what the REAL point is. (okay her name sound weird. i should have just called her gong!! not retarded hor, read properly. =/ it means gurl-husband = my darling. yeah.)
i dont wanna say it all out here. its sounds abit bad. haha. =pp wtfugg.

2) im fat = okay, alot people are saying that i am fat now. what the hell larh. cannot slim down meh must say me. hmms. actually i also think i fat larh. xD DIET LORH, what to do...

3) im fugly = i have a scratch on my face which i dont know how it came about. omfg!! its like damn itchy now lorh. dammit!! x{

4) im dumb = im always like that larh~ no need think so much. haha.

the day sucks. cme was cool cause some NUS people came and talked about our teachers. we can talk about almost everything!! how cool is that? =DD so being 2et3, we talked everything. didnt like the 'almost'.

erm art. o.0 woah ms nana fierce ahs i scared. =/ they use broom to jam the door, but she knows how to open it anyway. whats the big deal? yeah we disturbed her. whatever. i remember that jiajun shouted at her and damn gl attitude to her which is to us a damn shuang thing cause we dont really like her. she like... ehs... duno larh just dont like her. =/

the scary thing is choir larh. hate childish dancing repeating the steps over and over again then like robot keep standing there de lorh. nonstop dancing and singing lehh. wah liew~ BORING LARH!! kiss the girl i think not nice. no offence lehh just my personal opinion. if any choir members or what want give comments then tag me okay. =)

what the hell. still pissed off. ARGHS~
oh ya, he stink today. he should know why.
darling stop being so smelly or i'll hate you. be guai. i'll love you.
ehs, wahlao what am i siao?
i love you no matter what but try not to stink so much okay.
mwarks.

gotta catch some sleep. chaos. *wave wave hard*

;i am afraid


im dying~ dying dying dying...
arghs!! my headache is killing me. the fever is destroying me.

IM DYING!!

start from yesterday night lehh. wahlao, want my life like that. slept with a 37.8, woke up with a 38.3 and smsed dear. really buay tahan larh!! he replied one hr later and its 38.7. then lynn called and said she coming cause quarrelled with parents. her phone kena confiscate again. =/ then its 38.8. after awhile, its 39. then slowly 39.3 followed by 39.5 or 7 i forgot. this looks like a damn pathetic parachute, going up and up and up and then stops at one place then slowly comes down.

darling came to look for me. i cant even move larh. darn xin ku. so me darling and lynn slack slack ler then she go serene house and he pei me go doctor. =)) darling pei wo i so happy. wahahas. so anyway, went to polyclinic and what the hell. ITS SO DAMN CROWDED LARH. wait like siao there then saw melanie. hmms, what is she doing there? she seemed so happy lehh. don look like shes sick or what. =/

oh ya, the doctor... asshole larh, one big racist ass. the number keeps jumping about and the patients she serve first are the indians. (ya the ass is an indian) so damn pekchek lorh. somemore darling keeps seeing the aunties he know. like the counter lady, his friend's mum. then some auntie sitting behind us while waiting for the ass, shes in the same church as him. LOL!!

after that went to look for food. marsiling like sucks larh, no porridge de!! just when i wanna eat it. haiis. sian arhs. so decided to go back the kopitiam downstairs my house. i still din get to eat the porridge i wanna have. arghs. forget it.

bian bian pei me till 23oplus then go liao. i miss him, was going to pei him go out de lehh. then now sick. ARGHS. what the hell larh. so unfair de. =[
so i from 4+ sleep till 7+ then ate my dinner. haha!! im okay ler. choir tomorrow. here i come!! wahahas. i siao. the fever spoilt my brain. (yeah right)

i miss him i miss him i miss him i miss him i miss him i miss him i miss him i miss him i miss him larh!!

yuppy~ can see him tomorrow. =)) aint that fab? happy happy.

take care of your ass okay. flu is fugly.

;i am afraid


well this is another boring day with boring stuff to do. yeah. like literature and geography. BORING~
woke up at bout 2pm. then started on hmwk and ate lunch. daddy bought my favourite fish. yum yum. =))
darling smsed me, said he just finish his program at payar lebar. then going song ka. lols. its just downstairs my block, and yesterday night we were talking about disturbing it. LOL!! so qiao. xD

damn sians. he maybe not coming to look for me ler. song ka more important? =/ i think too much liao. siao larh. arghs. whats wrong with me? *bang wall hard*

since im so bo liao, gonna update pictures i took in the no-blog period. LOL. -.-"







coco and me =] she cute right. hees. [25.o6]



me and dear celebrate 2mths. took with kit instead of him. hah~
[25.o5]


we wore the same colour. wahaha. got mo qi. =pp





us in cwp carpark with our darlings.

i miss him. =[

;i am afraid


arghs its quite irritating when your guy doesnt know where to go. you have to do all the stupid thinking and he dont even know. =/ sians 1/2 larh.

morning darling damn early come find me. =) pei me damn long and then ate fried rice. my mummy cooked. then went home to get ready to go out. call me say meet at cwp. =/
at first thought of going jurong point. then say there not safe got alot things. okay. then go ps. go there liao 44o show sold out. say 62o show too late. then i say go lido. like not happy like that. lazy larh, go orchard only. =/go liao like very sian face. DON GO LARH. 'go home lorh if ps also no more ler.' thats what i said. HE SAY OKAY.

then go lido ler good thing have larh. if not i sure hot de. i can understand an earlier movie but not lazy to watch movie. with me somemore lorh. also lazy. sad =[

initial D was nice. 2nd time watching. 1st with my bro then now with my darling. both times with some memories. i remembered buying my new hp on the same day watching with my bro. then had some disagreements with my darling this time. arghs. hated that feeling.

after the movie, went to grab some food as i was freaking famished and then headed back to cwp to look for darling's friends. zpeng was there but not kit, then saw ah xiong. LMAO larh. darling dont want me talk to him so i kept quiet, tried not to look at him even if he said hi. =/

then went foodcourt, zpeng wanna eat and dear was playing some games on my new hp then i gotta know that he play golf before. lol. dear today really noisy. suddenly became some siao retard. -.-" bo liao. he keep and i mean keep acting like one lorh. buey tahan make me wanna laugh. =DD they were actually discussing about acting siao and then go in IMH to pei ah hao. LMAO.

arghs. zpeng was telling me about me looking like a clown in what i wore today. =/ and a new fashion coming up which is wearing pants without zipping. i really wonder how people look like in pants like that. omfg. =/ then always tell me stuff that seemed so true but in the end all fake lorh. wahlao, next time if you tell me real thing how i know? wahahas. meanwhile, i tried the hand thing that bro showed me on darling and zpeng. it really worked!! zpeng was like damn amazed larh. *grins* then on the way home, saw zpeng give money to sell tissue de lao auntie and never take tissue. his like a nice guy. =)) i really wanna show his darn cute + dumb face here larh!! its in my new hp now. how i hope i can, but i dunno how. LOL!!

reach home about 94o+. darling called me only for awhile, he had to go for his program the next morning damn early. then me until now still cant sleep lorh, chatted with xiaorui jiex. told her everything that happened. arghs, the mention of it makes me uneasy. sians 1/2.

maybe im gonna go try to sleep now. but wait... tomorrow's a holiday!! yeah!! but im tired!! -.-" okay im just being lame larh. SIANS ARHS!!

see me in lalaland.

chaos buggers.

;i am afraid


you see i have lesser and lesser entries right? well. erm. my blogs are in mess. yeah. those who read my previous entry u will know what i wrote. something bad i can say. =/ and it led to something bad as well. really bad, like breaking our relationship. yeah.

this is really saddening larh. your very own parents tell you dont call them liao. but also my fault. i scolded them for heaven's sake. =/

to the curious lot who are keen on reading that entry, im sorry larh. its not really nice lorh. just imagine the worst stuff you would ever ever say to your parents. you'll get it bugger.

i know this is like damn ridiculous larh. even my brother's friend know larh. =/ i dont wanna mention names. i just know. and that entry is getting outta hand. I GOTTA DELETE IT!! so thats why.

now straight into the topic. this pathetic entry is me trying to say sorry in a sincere looked way. because this is pathetic, i donno whether it works. hope it does.

here goes. (for your information, this is for my parents. dont be kpo and read.)

but if you really bo liao then i cant stop you right =/ buggers.

firstly, daddy, sorry. i didnt get to say that day as i was crying too hard. the damn words cant come out of my damn mouth. i was even trying hard to breath. im really sorry. the words came out in anger. you may not understand, may not feel the sincere-ness in me say sorry to you but i did have that. you are nice. not something i've said previously. thank you for the hp. =) its really nice. you know, i wanted to deleted that because i know i wrote that outta anger. i didnt really mean what i've said. i do not hate you or mummy.
a really big thank you.

my mummy, she talked alot. she even bothered even after seeing all that i have wrote. somemore agreed in buying the cool new hp for me. its like damn freaking cool. then bought things i loved to eat. all that nice nice stuff larh. blah blah. too long liao.

im sorry to her as well. this wouldnt have happen if i havent say that right.

what a dumbass. =/

anyway, they are not as bad as what i have said larh. they DO care for me you know. whose parents ever scolds your teachers for you? huh huh?!! mine does.
and one thing is... THEY ARE THE FEW AMONG PARENTS WHO ALLOW BGR LORH!! lucky me. =) but with limits of cause.

and... honestly speaking, she wouldnt have whacked me if i havent lied or talked back like rude. RIGHT? parents are all like that. duh. unless they dint even bother.

to be continued...

;i am afraid


yea i am. well.. its been a long time right. working on my apology entry now. just to apologise to my parents and to tell how stupid i am to write all that. my daddy still dont wanna talk to me. =/ yeah.

i stayed at home the whole day. woke up at 1.3oplus, was thinking of going out but no mood and sians cause darling wanna sleep. sians larh. boring day. ate nothing much as well. hungry like siao. arghs!! so stressed up. these few days damn lot stuff happen. no mood to type it all out. wait for the apology entry then. it will tell alot. im lost for words. what can i say?

bless me.

=/

;i am afraid